Hello my Love, I’m Amber Rae. Welcome to my little corner of the internet!

My Journey of Self-Healing

My journey began in a childhood shaped by emotional neglect and manipulation. As the child of a narcissistic mother and an absent father, I learned early that my role was to make others happy, often at the cost of my own needs. I grew up believing that my feelings didn’t matter, that my worth was tied to pleasing those around me. It planted the seeds of self-doubt, leaving me unprepared to care for myself or advocate for my emotional safety.

At 15, I entered a relationship with a man in his mid-20s that would define the next 12 years of my life. This relationship was a storm of physical, emotional, and psychological abuse. I became entirely subservient out of fear, my voice silenced, my spirit crushed. I lost myself in the chaos, enduring years of severe drug addiction that left us homeless and isolated from friends and family.

But even in the darkness, there was a glimmer of light: my two beautiful daughters, who became my reason to keep going. When that relationship finally ended, I was shattered. Despite the abuse, I had internalized his cruel words—that I was unworthy, unlovable, and destined to be alone. These beliefs, coupled with severe anxiety and complex PTSD, left me in pieces.

That’s when the real battle began—learning how to rebuild myself. I spent years in therapy and tried every healing modality I could find. Progress was slow, but the spark of hope kept me searching. One day, I came across an energy healer who offered me a session. I didn’t know it at the time, but that moment would change my life forever.

Through energy healing, I discovered something extraordinary: I had the power to heal myself. Layer by layer, I worked through my pain, releasing trauma that I had carried for years. For the first time, I began to see myself—not as broken, but as someone worthy of love, peace, and joy.

And then something even bigger happened. As I delved deeper into my healing, I started receiving insights and guidance from something greater than me. I connected with my intuition and my higher self in a way I’d never imagined possible. It was as though the universe had been waiting for me to open up, to listen, and to step into my purpose.

I realized my journey wasn’t just about healing myself—it was about helping others, especially women like me who have felt lost, unworthy, or powerless. I discovered my purpose: to guide women in finding their own self-healing path, reconnecting with their intuition, and uncovering the spiritual gifts they were always meant to share.

Today, I stand as a testament to the power of resilience, self-healing, and spiritual awakening. My mission is to create a space where women can feel seen, supported, and empowered to step into their truth. If you’re reading this and resonating with any part of my story, I want you to know—you are not alone, and your healing is possible. Together, we can rediscover the light within you and the powerful purpose you were always meant to fulfill.